i missssss:

working at stop and shop. all the customers and co workers and really funny times. snowball fights inside, dancing and singing--everything

debbie. our roadtrips and movie dates. texting 24/7. pop quiz games. all around goodtimes.

massi. him and everyone from work. i talked to him last night which made me feel better but still. its not the same anymore.

kenny. wah! our tacobell trips literally everyday. meeting his cute but underaged friends. him playing drums for me. his dog!

jenn. she makes me buy girly clothes.

a lot of people from highschool. most i didnt think i would. i really miss paulette. we see eachother like once every 6 months. last time was when i got my neck tattoo.

i act so antisocial but im kinda not. i enjoy people i just get nervous and quiet sometimes. but i really miss these people. i should be more...proactive? i cant think of a good word.

i also miss going to the movies 4976 times. movies make me happy. if i go with debbie or gator or the boyfriend of the week, its just nice. im going tonight to see saw 3. maybe that will make my happy.

mutemath makes me happy too. i think im gonna go to their show.
speaking of concerts, im trying to get brian to go with us to the brand new show. i think hes mad at me? he asked me to go to the movies last night, which i so would have done as you can tell by my rant about movies, but i didnt notice his text until later. then today he asked me to go to AC with him to watch him play poker? i cant. its friday. friday =gator time. plus what would i get out of watching him win money? now i think hes mad.

boys hate me.