so yeah. concert was decent. i thought i had pit but i really had club box which was odd i dont know how i got them. i dont even like panic! but it was fun as hell. just their whole stage show was sweet.
drinking and being with shann was alot of fun too. i love her <3

brian continued to be a dick. the highlight was def the day before thanksgiving. i text him and say happy thanksgiving and whatever cause im nice. hours later i get a text back saying not to bother him, followed by asking me to come stay in ac with him cause thats where he was, then when i say no cause u hate me...he gets mad. really? dumb
then today he texts me "go bother joe or tom you hypocrite". thats funny on a few levels. one because he is getting mad like we were dating at some point. two because that means he has been reading my away messages or something to even know who joe and tom are. and three i love how he assumes because i mention boys it means im getting with them. and if i was? why the hell does he care. hes the one being a dick.
and i told him that it was a dumb thing to say. joe is just this really awesome gay guy i work with. we went to highschool together. and tom, is tom. im not sure what tom is but he took me to the movies yeterday night which makes me happy.

but yeah people make me feel like im a whore.

and me and ryan are attempting so hard to hang out but it always gets fucked up.

maybe i should not hang out with anyone of the opposite sex for a bit.